somehow i always thought it was a bad thing to wake up and not recognize yourself. God is revealing to me that the opposite is true, for me. that he is transforming me so that i won’t recognize the old me. that he is emptying me. bringing out himself to make me more like him. to reflect himself. and to bring out the me that he created, not the me that i curated and fabricated. but the me that i was made to be. his daughter. a servant.