a lightness in my soul
weight that is lifting
as i slowly release it
from my grip,
my grasp to tightly held doubts,
controlling grips and idols,
good things that became gods,
fears and doubts and pride
finally reaching a place where i can actually feel
this lump of clay is finally showing some shape,
“oh look a leg!” as it were,
being shaped and finally some light at the end of a very long tunnel.
could it be that i’m finally getting it?
picture from tonight’s beautiful rain and rainbow right over our house, was like a hug from God, a reminder that God keeps his promises, that he never forsakes and that he really loves us, he so loves us.