being transient is really messing with my sleep. then again I still haven’t had much time to properly process and journal. maybe I’ll remember to bring my journal in from the van tomorrow.
I have learned many things that are heavy and surprising and shocking and horrifying and heartbreaking. Things that happened and things that were done to others and just a lot of crap my extended family has experienced. it doesn’t surprise me in the sense that sin doesn’t surprise me, but the secretive, hush-hush, whispers have kept things hidden and unspoken. more aware of how imperfect our family is and considering everything from generational sins and hereditary health things.
So tired of the disease of stupid fake plastic mannequin “good christians” (no one specific) just speaking of this epidemic.
ugh. so much for a “great spiritual heritage.”
When will this facade, masquerade stop??
I am so thankful to be part of a community of believers who are intentional about authentic faith. About confession, and transparent lives. I can’t wait to be back at church.